March 2012
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I skinned my knees during floor sex.
February 2012
148 posts
this is amazing.
I keep fearing that my bulimia will come back when we get into our apartment and I don’t have to worry about my grandma hearing me barf. the urge to binge and purge is getting a little more prominent, but I’m back on Lamictal and might get on Topamax in a month, so things might be better.
I guess the main reason I’m not doing it all the time again is because I know if I relapse...
Convergence at the Seattle Fur Exchange (Part One) →
becausewemustdotorg:
The Seattle Fur Exchange (now American Legend Auction) is the largest trading auction of animal pelts in North America. It is held at the Renton, WA-based warehouse of the American Legend Cooperative (the largest farmer-owned cooperative involved in the marketing and sales of mink furs). The Exchange occurs twice a year (in March and May) and involves the trading of...
don't bother counting the cals.
breakfast: left over noodle soup
lunch: banana & left over noodles from loving hut
snack: hummus & crackers (the ones from treatment). Olives, Cauliflower, Peppers in olive oil.
Dinner: sweet potatoes & small salad with the fake chicken.
dang, so healthy!
also, my dad’s signing me up for 24 hour fitness tomorrow! sa-weeeet.
I jumped.
the only reasons i’m not cleaning like i said i would is because i don’t want to put on pants.
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the way Phil sings “But it’s hard to read through the risin’ smoke from the books that you like to burn” the second time, makes me totally melt inside.
I want to barf up those noodles but I’m going to cuddle zach instead.
I can't deal with how fatter my face looks than it...
at least we are going to a healthy restaurant and going to be going to the gym as soon as we get into our apartment.
Zach thinks Naya Rivera sounds like Adele is the glee cover of Rumour Has It/Someone Like you.
lol silly boys.
zach is being so boring right now. but at least half of his wiener is out.
Zach and I made up and I feel much better.
I really really need to get back on my meds. Next time he’s not going to be so forgiving.
kafkamademedoit asked: I have three copies of Chords of Fame: one that belonged to my mother and that I played all throughout my childhood - it's pretty beat up, one that I bought a few years ago (I wanted a clean copy) and I also have a the white label promotional copy
when a Broadway tune comes on and your just like:
after my insane drunk episode last night, i will not be surprised if zach breaks up with me today.
my anxiety is sky rocketing.
i hate being bipolar so much
i want to die.